by Tamara Fritz

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A song about mental illness, and the desperate wish for others to fix it for you


If I could drive, if I could go without stopping
You’d have to watch me drive away
If I could start anew in some other lifetime
I’d still be awaiting what you’d say

I can try to work this out
'Cause if I don’t I might melt down

Take the shakes from my aching hands and
Take them into yours
Fall against this wall that I’ve built and
Take me back indoors

I think I might choke on words that I should have brought you
Lemme just drown in melodies instead
I’m sorry I flinch away sometimes when you touch me
I know it can get crowded in my head

I know, I know
I’m safe here
My mind is stuck on somewhere I am not
(My mind is somewhere else)
I know, I know
I’m working through this
I just hate to lose control
I just want to stop


released May 6, 2017



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Tamara Fritz Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

Tamara Fritz, also known as totalspiffage, is a 25 year old singer/songwriter musician from PA. She also works as a freelance voiceover artist, and produces all her music herself.

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